... I want to get off.
I'm tired of the roller coaster. I was so worried the past week about Kingsley not making milestones, then beyond ecstatic yesterday and today about how AMAZING he's doing! And now I've horribly crashed.
I googled. Why oh why did I feel the need to google, I have no idea. I can't even talk about what I googled because it was just bad news and I have no idea what I was actually reading or whether it's true... it just broke my heart for Kingsley though. I think I need another SB break. Stop reading, stop thinking. Just be with Kingsley and leave it at that.
Blah. I hate stinkin' Spina Bifida. I am now going to drown my sorrows in frozen no-name Cool Whip.